i can't believe it.

i can't believe it.

less than two months until the return of this boy.. my best friend in the entire world, and the boy who knows me better than anyone else on planet earth.
eric julio castro.
eric has always been the type to lift you up. you can't help but be a better person around him. and he's always been there for me, even at my worst. he's been in guatemala for almost 2 years now, and i have missed him.
but i can't help but feel like i should be at a better point by now. i should be where he has been pushing me to be all along.
yuck. i guess all i can do at this point is keep trying. and follow the words of the amazing ingrid michaelson:


all we can do is keep breathing.